I Want Those!
No More Pain!
Im climbing up.
Higher, and higher.
I see how everything slowly change.
Shadows turns into people.
Crying changes to laughing.
Friends replaced loneliness.
But...
We became nothing!
My Baby Boy Is So Damn Beautiful! :D
I don't know your name, but I can't stop thinking on you!
Thinking on you.
Your smile, your hair, your laugh, your shyness and your eyes.
You are cute in so many ways.
Wish you were here, next to me!
I have tried to get you of my mind since that day,
but I failed and on my mind you will stay.
We share so many stuffs already, and
our talks are more often.
Even if I dont know your name,
it feels like we two belonge to each other.
Come close to me.
Have you heard my prayers?
You give me a reason to smile when Im alone.
We are not alike.
We are different in so many ways.
But still..I cant get you out of my mind!
What true love is..!
Screming out the pain
Soon after I wake up today, I got a phone call.
That phone call was the last thing I needed.
I started to cry and the sorrow and pain was hard.
I can't see my life without you!
I know its hard but I can't
understand enough of what ou are going through.
I wish I could bring you here and make it okey.
I hope it soon will be better soon, but I fear
that it only will be worse.
I love you,
and I will do everything that I can to save
your poor soul from hell.
Maybe you already is lost, but then I will fight to get you back.
I love you forever, and I won't let they take you away from me once again!
It changes me to and Im happy for it!
My dreams are coming slow true.
My heart is beating bom-bom.
I started to change few things at time,
as you said I would.
Now Im happier then ever before.
To hear when people say "your look so happy, and so glad!"
is so wonderful to hear.
Is like a beautiful melodie.
My lips are not closes anymore, then are wide opend and sgowing the world a smile!
You all change me and I love tou all for that.
My life is starting to be so much better now when I love it.
Thanks for beliving on me and that you never left my side, not even once!
The world can see me!
Hello world!
Life is wonderful and the sun is shining as it would shine for me.
I hear beautiful voises and meet amazing people.
Smiling to everyone, and wish them well,
that is what I do.
I see how I have change to something good.
The world is change me to something better then myself.
People pass me by, they are smiling to me and saying hello.
That have never happend before.
They can really see me!
For the first time time in my life I have
start to finish things.
I got new power and Im ready
to start love the world and the people in it!
Im not invisible anymore!
Farmer, woop woop!
Today I have been working.
It isn't so hard to wake up about 4 o'clock, and go working.
Its all about the mind and of you love somethig.. you just do it, right?
Can't describe how much cows hVe change my life and my whole perspective on humans and animals.
I didn't know that a animal could change you THAT MUCH.
Im really happy that I geting along with the cows,
even if some of them want to test me.
Cows can learn you everything about cooperative and so much more.
Without the cows, I think I would be more
messed up then Im already are.
Cows change my life and Im so blessed.
Thank you Lord that you gave me this amazing things.
Even if the cows can't talk and understand my languages,
they understand me through my feelings, reactions and my energy.
Im a like cow whisper.
Isn't that awsome? :D
Bye, bye for now! :)
The Way You Make Me Feel!
Falling In Reverse!
Im listen to almost all music and enjoy it.
I had never had an idol that I was holding on to.
Not even when I was a little girl.
Many people had asked me why,
and I simple answer
"No one have ever impressed me so much that I got an idol."
But so I found Falling In Reverse and started to listen at some few songs.
First I didn't think they where so special, because the world
got like thousends more band in the same category.
But soon I was to regret what I had though about them.
Their music change my whole view on the world!
Thet are so damn unique!
I really love them and their work of music!
I think Im in love with them!
Its so great to feel a fire within me!
Falling In Reverse, God bless!
Good morning!
I Try To Be Okey At Least!
Im trying to look perfect but I fail, over and over again.
Trying so hard but no provment at all.
Crying in hope my scars will heal.
"Im dying, Im dying!"
I screming it all over town, in pain.
No one will ever hear my calls.
Trying, and trying but not streath left anymore.
Im leaving, Im done, do you understand?
My smile is fake and no one even cares
to ask me how I feel.
Yelling, and yelling, but no one hear me out.
Help me!
Im missing myself, but I miss you more!
I try to be okey at least!
Good night, beautiful people! :D
When Love Is True! ♡
A Dream Land - Created By Bunny The Cannibal
I wish that my problems would be less and smaller these days.
I created this wounderful dream out of ashes and sorrow.
In hope, understanding and in forgiveness, I made this.
It suposed to be my shelter.
Hiding and runing from the world of pain.
But did I success?
Walking those empty streets in my wounderland make me
miss all the faces of people passing by.
My colors had since long time back be vanished, and
all that is remaining is an empty shell.
Stuffed with darkness, loneliness and hate.
In hopless try to find understanding for life.
My whole me disappear into nowhere.
Once again Im walking on the same street.
Ready to change direction, but my legs won't go in another way.
Infront of me she stands and smiles at me.
It took me a while to understand that she was me.
Complete, happy and with all thoses colors!
Wow, she is so beautiful and full of life.
She is me in my dream land!
That's Why I Don't Tell You Anything!
Sometimes You Just Have To DO IT!
Smile .
You make me smile so much!
I didn't thought it would be so easy.
My heart is like going boom-boom for you.
Is like a dream and I don't want to wake up.
Never ever wake up.
Just let me dream,
don't wake me up,
'cos I don't want it to end!
Not now,
not for a thousend years!
You make me smile ♡
Power Of Love
So I fall down on my knees, waiting, and watching myself bleed.
However, I didn't thought you would rise up,
and with your hands lift me up.
In your eyes I could see all this love and hate.
What had the world done with your beautiful body?
As I slowly touch your skin, you lips meets mine.
Is this the end?
The end of all evil, and the behining of all good?
Ain't we a perfect match?
Leave me if you want too.
But, lets make love,
just once more,
before you leave,
and let me die.
